June 28th, 2006
today something happened that served as a wake up call. what i would do for someone out of friendship and affection finally made me feel silly. (and look stupid) 
but i guess that's who i am. my willing-to-please-to-be-well-liked attitude is as attached to my character as the head on my shoulder. i just wish i could be less eager-to-please and do things like what a normal person would.
slept at 1am and woke up at 6am. i will head back now to my room and study like what i had originally planned. i know i havent updated this blog in ages. i am THAT busy. and i rarely go online.
have a great day everyone.
by the way, ate mec, thanks for the texts messages the other night. you had no idea how you helped me.