Mind Whispers

I've been walking around all day,
Thinking.
I think I have a problem,
I think I think too much.
I've been taught to hold back my tears,
And avoid them.
But you make pain into something I could touch.

I've been walking around all day,
Laughing.
I think I'd be better off without you here.
And I bet you're sweet and hard to get over.
So I'll cry and people will stop and stare.
Now that's okay.
Let them stop and stare.

Cause I am fragile.
I am hopeless.
I'm not perfect.
But I am free.

I've been walking around all day,
Waiting.
And waiting is all I seem to do.
Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it.
But this time i'll just have to.
Yeah this time i'll just have to.

And I'm fragile.
I am hopeless.
I'm not perfect.
But I am free.

Say you're not around, Am I finished?
If you're not around, thats too bad.
Hope youre safe and sound, not alone now.
Cause you know I believe in you.

I'm still fragile,
I'm still hopeless,
I'm not perfect,
But I am free.

im too busy to post anything interesting right now.im too busy in school. the thing is... im ok. for those who are wondering how i am faring. im meeting alot of wonderful people...tring to enjoy what's left of my youth (although im feeling horribly ancient inside) meeting also alot of manyakis ) i hope im more keen regarding this thing. i'll try to tell you guys a very funny experience once i get the time.as of now....

im trying...

trying to be happy

I could build a mansion that is higher than the trees
I could have all the gifts I want and never ask please
I could fly to Paris, it's at my beck and call
Why do I live my life alone with nothing at all?

But when I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true

I can be the singer or the clown in any room
I can call up someone to take me to the moon
I can put my makeup on and drive the men insane
I can go to bed alone and never know his name

But when I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true
When I dream, I dream of you
Maybe someday you will come true

finally. i have time to sit, write something and psychobabble :p living in PJ mansions (true to its name) has numerous benefits. on top of my list is the no curfew rule. this attracts student dormitorians living around taft version of u-belt, like a fly to an animal dung. free laundry, unlimited internet, gym, study hall and library what more can a student ask for?the location is also perfect. walking distance from robinsons mall and with foodchains all around the place like spits on the grounds of seedy tondo. ok, im being grossly descriptive. one drawback or catch to this is that, you'll have to pay the electricity bill. my point is, it's a student's haven. that's what i thought until....

i saw this dorm near my former school which offers half  the price of what Pj mansions is offering.including water and electricity.

unfair no?haha!

uy, i got in convergys for a part time job. im just anticipating the final interview.

 the thing is, final interviews are really tricky. the HRD personel will promise to call you and then you'll wait for MONTHS just to realize they wont.

im keeping my fingers crossed.

im alone at pj mansions...wishing i had a date instead.a good book will help though.and i didnt go home telling my mom (albeit convincingly) that i need to read 50pages for a report on my law class(which is really the truth) but i doubt if i'll be able to engage myself with the said reading. sleep is addictive you know. i remember my friend telling me this conversation when another friend inquired about my whereabouts:

friend1: asan si persh?

friend2: ayun kasama boypren nya.

friend1: may boypren na naman sya?

friend2o meron no.yung bed nya.di sila mapaghiwalay.

nyahaha.so what if im a sleep addict? i have other reasons why i would like to sleep rather than go out and do something productive. sleep is a respite...

ok this is really a very good example of a nonsensical rant. indulge me.ngayon lang to