Mind Whispers

it is painfully heartbreakingwhen u finally put that your defenses and expose yourself to a few people who dont even appreciate your trust. you bare your soul to them and they would jut give up on you after taking a cursory glimpse of who you really are. it is unbelievably unfair to me. did u all know it took up all the strength i have to trust..? it's a difficult feat for me to summon all my courage and just give my blind trust and loyalty. it's happening all over again... it has happened again. can u blame me for being scared to trust?